Being balanced would be ideal, but most days working towards balance feels like a fight. Not the good kind of fight. Not the kind of fight that is hard but leaves me feeling good at the end of the day. The fight I feel is one of being defeated. A fight, feeling like I am failing at this thing called life. In trying to find those moments where I am just enjoying the blue sky, stress is growing.
So what would it mean to absolve myself of the idea that I need to be balanced, and to adopt the practice if being centered?